I haven’t done a question day in a while. With everything else going on, but not much too really talk about yet, I figured it would be a good idea since there are still 90 more to go.
Thanks to Google’s Random number generator, today’s number is “49”.
Question #49: When you think of “home,” what, specifically, do you think of?
This question is pretty appropriate because we are looking for a house to settle into. We’ve been living in an apartment for the last couple years. I’ll spare you the rant about home buying and the American dream.
I’ve never been a white picket fence type of person. Sure, it would be nice to have some roots, but when you don’t really grow up with them (we moved a lot when I was growing up), putting down roots is scary to me, even if it’s just a house.
That’s not answer the question yet but just a bit of background on why this question is sort of hard to answer. Of course, if it were easy, these questions wouldn’t exist to make you think about your life and the experiences and people who’ve passed through.
So home… Home is a place where my family is. Not just the family I’ve married into, but my biological family. Sure, I don’t see them as much as I should; someday I’m going to regret that.
Home is where things should be less stressful and serves as an escape from the stress of the day. Lately, our stress has been at home because of us trying to make sure we are set for our next move. There’s a few other stressors there too (funds mostly because I haven’t been Ubering in almost a month and things are tight).
Home is the arms of the people who can make the day fade away and can make anything feel possible.
Home is where the people in your heart are. It’s where you get the answers to the hardest questions you never got to ask while they were around.
Home isn’t always about shelter, it’s about love and respect and trust and knowing there are people who love you enough to be there to help you pick up the broken pieces when you are failing at adulting and at life in general.
Home… is home.
What does home mean to you?
Listening to: Amazon Music
Quote of the Day: “The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.” — Maya Angelou